Giving up is my only option now. Goodbye santa zhu

I might have learned the truth, she is in love with him but he is not. N now she is waiting for him to fall in love with her. Me? i will just be standing there looking at her trying to get close to him n being a one-sided lover :(

i must not be bothered by what they were doing. Because we are just friends n nth else.

keeping unhappy things is really really painful. But i cant say it out, it might scare her away. I will just suffocate myself in my unhappiness n jealousy.

yly

HAIZZZ. y cant i be persistent last time now no chance liao. fuck fuck fuck ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

yly

finally another post. im bored damn bored what should i do?

u know i realized that when a girl were to pat my head, my whole body will feel strength less n i really enjoy it LOL.

Acutally i like someone but i cant tell her that because i dun think im ready yet. i cant forget how many times i was rejected, i cant bring myself to get hurt again. i also cant really put in too much commitment right now cause of overloaded school works which im not doing LOL. haix

i got a new hobby :D photography :D
its damn fun can, IM LOVING IT!! any hot chio bus wan me to help u take photo LOL come find me :D

thats it for this post :)

my blog is damn died, tagbox damn died. LOL

ytd went gym with fatty, as usual fatty was late. so i went in n do some weight. it was a damn conicedece day. i met tony my classmate, cody ex-ftpss. after that met joey and her bf (ex-collegue at metro). den when going home met sally -_- n that pui ba sally her auntie that i wanna know her cousin _|_

ok got to go play mahjong at my friend's house n after that tennis :D